its thursday.

i woke up and it was thursday. THURSDAY. just a little more than a week and i'm off again. packing again. everyday is beautiful tho and i have been more thankful and joyful than i've ever been .. in Christ there is joy..peace.

i am excited for this year..excited for possible trips & the inevitable growing pains. i'm adding to my goals for this year :: to travel, volunteer, and learn something this summer outside of california.

some options:

http://www.globalexchange.org/tours/byCountry.html
http://www.dosomething.org/

i'm praying and asking God what's best for me ..and if any of these options are even viable.. hmm.

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for freedom.
i crossed boundaries and seas. i've agreed to sacrifice being my lead. for freedom i have jumped out and onto the ambiguity of tomorrow. i have grown love onto my veins and racing hearts onto my planning. i am where i need to be. on my way to where i should go. and locked into the simplicity of surrender.



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people.
soulmates.

for only but a moment or a lifetime? genesis and i were talking last night about people. if we believe in soulmates. i do. but not necessarily for an eternity. like genesis, i believe that people come into our lives everyday and have a purpose. maybe that purpose will last until you grow old together, maybe that purpose will end after you both have learned whatever it is God intended you to learn.

as the looming date of 1/09 and 1/18 comes, i can't help but think about the heartprints of my life. those who i have shared moments with..those who have left...those who i have let go of (or need to let go of) .. i guess i believe in soulmates. i guess it all boils down to being able to determine how long them folks are supposed to be around huh?

ah. the lessons of life.

it's time for something different...it's finally time for change!