and can i say ???

by 25.

clean up my credit. have a stable savings account. really get into something crafty (haha).wear a gown somewhere.watch the sunrise. go skydiving.

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it's funny that now that i'm in la, i know that the bay is my home...i'm not going to lie i miss it .. but i know that la needs to happen.

i deserve the dream. and God is bringing it to me. i have been so blessed this last month...with moving .. vegas and new york .. our apartment .. fixing things with my parents .. my job .. i am truly relearning faith and surrender. every morning i wake up and literally think, "what am i doing here??" hahah .. its crazy but exciting ... i am all up in the ambiguity ..and im loving it.

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i am obsessed with in the heights..it was moving to see people of color on stage confusing the rich white people on broadway. to hear songs about machismo .. parental sacrifice.. and community pressure. not to mention benny makes me want to melt into his eyebrows of love haha .. in the heights is the bomb. (yea i said it) get on that son!!