i JuS wAnNa K.i.T. !! hahahhaah ;)

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haha..okay so as much as i am anti people posting up their ish on the internet for everyone to see .. i thought i might try it .. one as my desperate attempt at keeping in touch with those i love and trust and miss and love (THATS YOU!) .. and for my idiotic desire to want to write about the random things that i think about without regard .. and with hopes of some feedback. so here i am. no big words .. no fancy shmancy artsy fartsy spoken word cliche






pauses. i said...pauses? (ha) . it's just my attempt at embracing these wings im getting used to and flying .. simple yea? hopefully ..

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school just started and for once im completely excited to go to class .. and read. i guess its because for the past four years i've been moving so fast that i never had time to really enjoy the joys of learning. yes, quite dorky, but hey i love me some good reads =)

thought about it today and something just isn't right. or maybe everything is right and im just not used to it. my life thus far has been unconventional..surprising..and nothing i thought it would be .. you'd think i'd get used to it by now. i've wasted about thirty minutes of my life trying to figure out how to put a different layout on this thing and i think i have failed.

sometimes i want to sleep faster so i can get to the part when i am awake. and not necessarily to do things .. but to be awake to things. to hear new songs and whisper new secrets .. to watch new life and write more realities. but im sure ill learn the value of sleep soon enough. peace til it dawns.

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random quote of the day " DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM!?!?!" haha.